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Dreaming big in Idlib

Shadia's struggles inspire her to one day become a doctor
, Marwa Awad
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Shadia, far right, was displaced from her home in south Idlib in early September and now lives in a camp in north Idlib. Photo: WFP/Partner

Fleeing south Idlib

It was a hot and sunny morning when Shadia and her family fled their hometown in south rural Idlib. They headed north where many people had sought safety from the intense shelling that engulfed south Idlib in September.

To avoid danger, the family journeyed off the beaten path through muddy, unpaved roads for nearly four hours, finally arriving to Nahda camp in Deir Hassan in north rural Idlib with only a few belongings they were able to carry along the road.

"The shelling got worse and it was no longer safe to remain home. We fled north to the camps where some of our friends and relatives had already moved. They told us it was safe," said Shadia, who has an old scar on her forehead that speaks of her war-torn history.

"When the bomb fell, it shook the house and the hot cooking oil spilled from the pot onto part of my face, all down my back and on my hands."

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"I got this scar at the start of the war," Shadia explained, recalling the trauma she experienced at the tender age of eight. Photo: WFP/Partner

"I got this scar at the start of the war. I was eight years old when a bomb fell and hit the side of our house. At that time, I was with my mother in the kitchen helping her cook when the bomb fell, it shook the house and the hot cooking oil spilled from the pot onto part of my face, all down my back and on my hands," said the fifteen-year-old, whose small-frame and lethargic demeanour served as painful reminders of the trauma of conflict.

Imagining a future

Even without the war, Shadia is no stranger to pain. She has a hereditary blood disorder known as Thalassemia and needs blood transfusion every month. Still, the war has made this challenge more difficult for her and her parents. Since becoming displaced, she has not had a single transfusion.

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Inside one of the camps in north Idlib. Photo: WFP/Partner

Life in Nahda camp in north Idlib is tough for young girls like Shadia. "Almost nothing is available here and we have to share accommodation with other families. Here in this camp there is nothing but dust and soil, no hospital and no school. I long to be home and have peace of mind."

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"I want to become a doctor to help children heal," says Shadia. Photo: WFP/Partner

Like many of Syria's children, the war has derailed Shadia's education but her illness poses another setback, causing her to stay out of school for a few years and to study at home with her parents.

"I long to be home and have peace of mind."

Despite these hurdles, Shadia is full of hope and dreams big, hoping to recover from her illness and finish her education to become a doctor.

"I want to help children heal," she said.

Shadia is one of 330,000 children under eighteen who live inside Idlib and surrounding areas. Every month, WFP aims to reach nearly 600,000 people in Idlib, north Hama and rural Aleppo through its cross-border operation via Turkey.

Shadia's story and photos were captured by WFP's partner inside Idlib.

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